Expectations

I don't know if life is hard or easy for me. After so many years of experience on earth, I still do not understand the dynamics of friendship and love.

People who claim to be close friends act weird. They tell me about all their deepest darkest secrets. Call me for support. Then they forget to include me with sincerity in important family affairs such as marriages. Then one fine day they come back again seeking the support they enjoyed before. Is this time pass or serious friendship?

With the passage of time, I have learnt to expect less and give less importance to myself. Whatever I have not been able to handle, I will learn soon. I think the most vile stuff existing in this world is insecurity and jealousy. These two manage to destroy most relations and also expectations and selflessness. As my mom says...expect less and remember people for the good times and what they did for you and bear no pain or grudge about the times they ignored you.