Through Blind Doors

When my heart broke into smithereens
I carefully guarded the pieces
You were in them everywhere
My soul hope, my life means

When you took my sleep away
I begged you for the dreams
You took them too
My soul hope, my life means

I cannot feel the love I felt once
I cannot feel the caress
Every feeling is burnt out
All except, this body in penance

People have loved those I loved
They have filled them too
I let them go always
Because my love was strong and true.

I lie on bed
As they ravage me, the scavengers
I let them have their way
I fear no long, any dangers

I wish that I woke up with you as the sun
I wish that as I lay
You made love to me
With a sealed mouth what can I say?

I wish you touched my heart just once
I wish you held my hand longer
I wish you challenged me so much
That I could take it no longer

When the cloud floats to the mountains
And the water gushes down
And the butterflies dance for me
Their queen, with you as my crown

I have chased my dreams
And you were there always
Chasing it with me
Nights and nights…days and days
In the sands you and I
Were playing hand in hand
You ran too fast and I fell down
You left me in the sand

You are someone else’s now
You think that I’ll get hurt
But you did give me the chance
But I backed off, I did depart

I know everything that you think
You do what, I do know
Your mind speaks to my heart
With no outward show

And tonight I can’t sleep
Though I want to
I am not unhappy as you lie in bed with some other
Because I love you, loved you true.

My body also has been taken,
But my soul is still yours,
A moment and they will be one
Walking through blind doors.