Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Same Old Path and Uncertainties

Sometimes I find it strange to handle the weird types of uncertainties that plague my life. Will I get the job compensation? Will these people release me when I want them to? Will he remember me after I am gone?

When the secret of living life well is to ignore its shortcomings, I am simply unable to ignore the naked truth. Most people expect too much from me in a very short time...in probably every way. I keep on wasting too much energy and resources on things without expecting or demanding things.

I thought I will list down the uncertainties. Will I ever have a meaningful long lasting fruitful relationship with anyone? The most potential person for such a relationship is now a girl. I am really not interested. That says all I think. Where are the men for Jeez' sake?

I keep on changing to provide my self the much needed stability without any real results. I just don't know where I am heading again on the same old path.

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