Shallow Person

Silly and some shallow people in my life there are. I should be flushing them down but instead end up serenading them. For example, for years I have been trying to do face sketch. I tried but it just did not work out. Only recently I started making great progress. I had chosen a model or rather a subject from office. I thought she should have felt honored and special. I tagged her sketch in FB so her friends can see.

I don't know what the hush is about her and me. The same photos she had in her profile,  I drew. I don't know why she had to remove the tag. On one hand she shows my sketches to people and on the other hand she removes the tag so that people can't see. I hate this because this hushed up stupidity repels me. I am not in love with her. We are not doing anything forbidden. It was not a nude sketch of hers.

I so god damn hate myself. I succeeded yet the success brought more bitterness as the happiness did not last. There is so much difference between art and life. Some people just don't get it.