I thought of Light, I thought of her

I was not happy to see her. The moment our eyes met, there were pangs of pain in my heart as if thousands of leeches were sucking out blood from it and it emanated and spread all through my body. My eyes became red and misty.

My mind reflected back to those days when our friendship was deep, meaningful and what we both had thought as lasting forever. It was hard for me to even try and untangle what had taken place. Where did the conflict begin? There had always been so much understanding and love between us and that was which made the friendship completely unique.

I thought that we will forever stand by each other when on the road she had once mentioned "dekho maine bhi tumhara haath pakar liya"(look I am holding your hand). What she did not say is- 'forever'. What is it that causes these incredible breeches in relationships?

I don't know what went wrong between us. She calls me her friend and sister then why are we so cut off. I am tired of calling up and asking. No replies to mail or sms. She can't be so busy. I have deleted her phone number so that I am not compelled to call her. Her conflicting behaviour has shattered me. Yes I don't like Delhi/ NCR but is it necessary that this fact chokes the life out of the possibility of ever meeting again or staying together. She has to stay near her home because of her family and I have suffered every bit of being so far. I do not have any siblings and she was my sister. I doted on her. If she thinks that I will forget then how wrong she is.